Aera23's log

This is @Aera23's searchable logfile, usually used for dream logs (fixed blank-on-first-refresh bug)

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 25-10-29th 23:57:42 | Aera23 - Slept from around 1:20am to around 10am, waking around 3am (or daydreaming for that long, idk). Temp nice/ok with light clothes and medium blanket, 20C, 19C?, 19.5C. Logged from 10:15 to 10:26am with 1m interruption. | Somehow, bookrack clock thermometer shows 14C, although it doesn't feel as cold, maybe felt like 17C. | Maybe scene where I wait in car for a bit before opening door coz of sun warming it, maybe dessert was being bought from a 'local' rural bakery. | Near multi level sandstone and brick structure, I observe man (similar skin colour to me) 25m or so away from behind a half height sandstone wall, man somehow notices and gets closer to me, so I enter the structure from the back and go to the (naturally lit) basement with my back facing the brick wall, parents to the right. Man's face looks a bit different, he gets a bit slappy, I push some of the slaps away and apologise for observing too long, he calms down.
 25-10-29th 00:41:48 | Aera23 - Napped from past 1am to 2am, then slept until around 10:20am, waking past 3am to suspend finished folding@home, maybe 4am after dream segment, and before 7am. Temp nice and cool with warm clothes and medium blanket, 19C? 18.5C (10:30am). Logged from 10:55am to 11:10am. | Short greyscale smooth room scene where not much happened.◔

Plug black USB into left port on laptop, forgot what happened next.◔

On bed using S8, possibly on purple forum or similar when %s enters the room, I say I'd restart, tho instead close all apps and say it cleared activities so %s can't check them, %s opens random app (maps), where some game scene with 3d thin metal platform, some green and orange connectors (and some elevated flat surface), and I watch as the app pans and rotates the scene to reveal lower platforms, some brownish satellite imagery for the floor and other mapping elements (like plots of brown land with road in middle and around it) | Maybe go to other room and open dark wood and glass window because a different room was warmed up. Maybe 20C with nice breeze in that room.
 25-10-27th 23:18:40 | Aera23 - Slept from past 2am (dc, dinner) to 9am, temp cool with semi light clothes and medium blanket, 19C, 18.5C. Logged from 9:38am to 9:47am. | Go downstairs and discover unvisited (in a while) room in house with white walls, single bed, power strip with 3 green LEDs, and red heater/fan. I test it in fan mode and switch off 1 plug, while the other plug on the right has a jammed switch and can only move a bit. Also, the square unit is a bit noisy, so turn it off. | Somehow make my way to cream room, designed to fit 3 people, large, maybe pink bed and thin walking space on the right and back. Think a wooden desk and shelf combo is there too, and a square wooden stool, find it hard to believe it was on a train or so, thinking train bedrooms would be smaller. | Find tall portrait touchscreen display and use it to browse purple forum and similar, clear it from history but 1 url I later visit wasn't cleared. %g notices I'm using the board and I cover the site and maybe remove it from history before she notices.
 25-10-27th 01:20:18 | Aera23 - Slept from 1am to 10am or so, temp nice with semi light clothes and medium blanket, 21C, 20C? 21C. Logged from just before 11:38am to 11:49am with 2m interruption. | On new PC, plug green and black boot usb, then, to rename the password file, type 'mv askPC{ askpc' (with a longer password including single quote within it.), maybe press enter before command completes and PC still boots. Open microsoft powerpoint with blue starry background, it saying evaluation only and most features, including importing files, were disabled. There was even a scene where 2 slides lined up on the left snd right. | Lose and find phone in dining area, roughly as man (maybe with black t shirt and long black denims) carries out a house inspection, maybe we briefly talk about guessing stuff. May have been a scene with me in garden and looking at  tree with red bristly flowers. | %s asked what sushi I would like and I said maybe seafood, and she reassures me she is actually going to getting it. Maybe have a single thick, half height tasty sushi piece, or wake before that.
 25-10-25th 22:21:35 | Aera23 - Slept from past 1:41am to 7:30am with a few wakeups. Window open and temp varying from cool, to humid and high with warm clothes and light blanket (till 5a), then warm clothes and medium blanket, 22.5C, 21.5C(5a), 21.5C(8:25a). Logged from 8:25am to 8:51am. | Entered less dusty building in area with crumbling and dustier buildings (a different building in a much worse condition had broken chunks of grey concrete and a hole, plus a thick layer of dust and maybe some stuff). When asked, moving blue chairs in moderately dusty building with cobwebs on walls, chairs, and more. A few others helped too, the building was mostly empty and maybe 10x15m or so, and I moved about 4 chairs to a slightly raised section of floor. Building may have linked to cleaner classrooms, and I might've been invited to a Biology class (that was more advanced, and probably called Biomedical Science or similar), with %e, %kl, %am, and %kl/%kr. I sat near the middle of them and %kt complained, so I suggested there was a nearby seat for %am, then maybe moved/left class. Outside, there was a brick wall, where a line began for food. Some male (with brown skin and black hair) said I didn't have to stay in it, so I left and he said 'tricked you!', which was kinda annoying. May have walked off from area at that point, realising that something seemed wrong (with both others and self... self for not realising the friends wanted to sit in a row, and maybe of some tiredness), and considered if it was deterioration due to some disease. | Probably walked to nearby  hospital and entered a bed area at the end of a level 1 corridor instead of the (maybe sea green titled, and grass green seated) reception area, putting dell and mouse on single white bed. I half sat as I waited for someone to arrive and check me out. When some male and female staff did, they rushed a baby in and asked me if I had seen some equipment, I said it was on the right (where there were lower cupboards and a long light wooden shelf with items like white and grey/red defibrillator and random other stuff, some white too. My tip may have helped them find it, or tho it wasn't as precise as I liked. Then they may have left and Healthy Lifestyles / Biology teacher arrived as a blue nurse, who probably helped confirm the diagnosis of some lymphoma or similar... which was degenerative.  | Scene with person sitting in some almost cell with a giant pinkish lung that might've been connected to the floor somehow, and in a more advanced state of the disease. | I walk around glassy modern shopping centre, with some black beams or smth, and a moderate amount of ads, more clothes ads than expected and the models (adults) looked better/cuter than the average ad. Some others were walking around too, and some random woman wore bright green cycling gear that was almost plastic in texture, maybe pedalling a black, mobility scooter-like bike or similar.
 25-10-24th 20:17:30 | Aera23 - Rested from past 1:45am to around 6am, sleeping from maybe 3:30am to before 4:30am. Temp warm to high with light clothes and medium blanket, somehow 21C, 21C(4:30am), 21C(6:24am). Logged from 6:24am to 6:46am with almost 1m interruption. | After sharing API link to my discord bot into a chat livestream with Tory Magoo, I naybe say gn, and close YT on mobile. Checking dark themed dashboard on tor, see 12:54 to 12:56am or so, and several responses from the YT chat in small, rounded dark-grey boxes, with bigger boxes in black showing the AI's response that wasn't sent back. Since the YT chat refreshed automatically, many requests got sent to it, some bye messages, some other ones, before there was a slight green hue (instead of white text) on the timestamps and mostly blank boxes kept coming. I saw a square black button, amongst several at the top, with 'Report leaked key' and some related symbol. | %d enters my room, saying the (outdoor) temperature is going down to 8C, then enters garage via my cupboard door. Turning on hall unit, he then tells me to feel the air and that it was 'colder than a fridge', I say no tks, feeling some coolness as I close the cupboard door more (as he left), placing water bottle cap there. To allow me to cover up with medium blanket when the temp will rise, I pour my small, clear plastic night bottle on self, not as cool as I thought but still reasonably cool on my light long sleeves. I take off warm trouser (had light, red shorts on) and relax, tho the water starts evaporating faster than expected and humidity increases. I walk to check clock outside room (white light on there) and it hasn't moved from 12:55am despite 1-2 mins passed, I enter mirror cupboard area and before I can turn off unit (wasn't too warm coz I was wet), %d said not to, I asked 'how long do you want it on?', he said 'at least 2 hours'. I then move to other side of room, temp ok, and discover wooden bed, and time was now 4am somehow, surprising me. I move thin purple curtain slightly and a white one disappears, quickly revealing more light. Not too long after, it was 6am (temp reasonable still) and I was asked to help %s heat (red) string hoppers in microwave and instantly wake up, as if I double blinked to exit dream without much thought.
 25-10-24th 09:50:07 | Aera23 - Slept from maybe 6:20pm to 7:55pm. Temp nice with light clothes and light blanket, 24.5C, 24C. Logged from 8:09pm to 8:19pm. | Enter %or%, room had maybe a long open stall with black ceramic/plastic on the left or so, and 3 closed ones (maybe light wood or silvery), someone entered open area a bit, slight surprise but all was well. However, under the black platform with metal beams for walking, the tank or similar wasn't draining, so after my flush, a few more flushes may make it overflow.◔

Remotely access PC in cavity under bed, maybe the Alienware, using new PC and maybe dell, first the insulated cable (literally pink felt cloth wrapped around white cable or similar). Software was said to be compatible with up to 2 months of previous versions, think the coloured banner showed up. Additionally, when moving under the covers, repositioned the laptop a few times to have clearance between the back fans and the blue side of the medium blanket.
 25-10-24th 01:34:04 | Aera23 - Slept from past 1:20am to around 10:30am or 11am, temp cool with light clothes and medium blanket. 20.5C, 19C?, 20.5C. Logged from 11:42am to 12:03am. | At home, 2 brown liquids were in glass, 1 was date based vodka, which I tried after %m suggested, and the other was like ginger beer but with vodka, after a medium sip of both, I carefully put the slightly warm drinks in the centre of the fridge (towards the right) | Prepare for camp or smth, enter room with metallic truck box, %d takes 5 or so lemonade cans for the trip, think we are authorised to take a few from this work vehicle but idk. | Walked a little near roads and entered old, almost chapel like place with natural daylight, room has copper pipe to the left of entry in the front middle and maybe rear middle, temp warm with warm clothes, no temp changing systems running. Read some mass like book with recommendations, the book requested users not to remove sections or smth. Maybe bishop or similar visited and talked for a bit. | In small room, equipment makes ~20s pumped paste+gas stream with roll of green and purple lettuce, I even try the lettuce, and it is mildly crunchy and kinda nice. Stream ends with red line on yellow-brown object. | At some point, left and re-entered building, seeing white streetlight and night around.  | Maybe on new PC, there was some OS inserted. I run the installer (red lighthouse wallpaper for desktop, so maybe lighthouse os?), changing the parallelism setting (in a dropdown menu, maybe top centre/right) made the package downloads and some other actions run out of order, white windows like UI with half screen terminal below, and probably 2 boxes above
 25-10-22nd 20:29:58 | Aera23 - Slept from past 1:20am (radio) to 6:30am or so (temp change). Temp nice to cool with light clothes and medium blanket, 20.5C, 19.5C. Logged from 6:58am to 6:59am | Some memory of dream featured some ?q=* style exploit (bit more to the url tho), possibly blue code, there was some HTML but not a full phishing page (in case the exploit fails).
 25-10-22nd 00:24:47 | Aera23 - Slept from past 1:20am to around 9:50am (maybe waking around 7am?), temp warm to cool with light clothes and medium blanket, 22C, 20.5C. Logged from 10:35am to 10:53am. | As travelling on familiar forked road (not too far from church), I turn off wifi on S8 phone, to save power, maybe 35,% left, as I'm walking with %d. | Entered aqua pool area that was empty (may have had internal balcony too), white wall with HVAC controls not running, maybe saying 23C, temp slightly cool and humid, then it opens and warms up to semi high, after waiting a bit, I get into aqua pool with brown shirt and similar, and swim a bit, maybe breaststroke. Also review scene where someone lights fire in metal firepit within tent and talks about sleeping there and says he is joking. | Blackish tiled lobby room, several students on and near dark brown/black couch, 2 misbehaving and I start a chant that others copy (some ppl probably mishear and just say No Lips) "no lips below the hips", then go into corridor-like area with black couch, squeezing in, both me and yr2/3 teacher (wearing mostly black, from tights to decorative top) rest, after the tightness makes breathing tricky, I sit up and breathe easier | Eventually walking over to some sets of white restrooms (some ppl but there are free stalls), I skip a section of 4 and then go into another, the latch is a giant round circle and I had to push a cap in, tho it didn't really hold as much. | In some hardly familiar room, I'm on pink bed and trying to pull my blue earphones (with white buds) away from %s, then realise I can carefully slip it from hand, which works. I then move the wet cat food being prepared (so there is more space), and %s lies on it, somehow not annoyed, I didn't see paper towels to clean it tho. | Before or after, as dream faded, area transforms into boat and I try rocking it to keep it stable but that hardly worked and dream faded out...eventually got on white boat with a few others, grabbed onto the thick yellow padding and it came off, tho I still hugged it, and boat began a ride thru some water and past other boats, where people %f's% put their hands in water, and flick tiny bits of water at each other in a boat-to-boat chain, from left boat in front to rear boat.
 25-10-21st 01:35:52 | Aera23 - Napped from past 2:20am to maybe 3am, then slept until 11am with some natural wakes maybe? Temp nice/cool with light clothes and medium blanket, 20C, 20C. Logged from 11:46am to 12:05pm. | Opened glass door and went to giant metal structure, on first level there were 2 operators, I walked a few m behind me and the man on the right mentioned hearing something, looked, and told me to leave the platform in case molten metal goes everywhere, so I leave and go down the metal stairs (and they talk to themselves, saying there is no one to watch me if I choose the back stairs, which I didn't), tho don't think metal will spew because they are near the controls, closest to where the molten metal was pouring, and the temp wasn't too high there. Also, was not as well lit as conventional controls. | at %gt's place, after spending time with others, might've passed older restroom, then used surprisingly modern white restroom [#2] near right centre of place, flush drained quite fast then made louder than usual filling noise, likely drawing water from a tank in the wall, then left and walked around, discovering back left room with yellow hand-wash sink and very large bathtub with black and white decorative tile, and darkened section near end. In unlit room, %j had a letter addressed for a neighbour, 1 house number higher than mine, and kitchen near front right had %j and 2 women talking. I said bye and turned a bit before last woman (in red) saw me and said bye. | Some 'stress test' to pass as a therapist, where there were 2 groups of students and 2 teachers. Towards the end, I entered, and went to the male teacher (with black hair) on the left and got permission to take a bite of the triangle cheese toastie that was to be presented, we both ate and I think all was well. | At home, %m and %s discuss clothing options, mentioning that the warm clothes for work won't do for the coal room or so, then had some awareness of dream when playing game on large, white framed home TV, I used controls to navigate around a beach (not too big, had curves too), then simple orange explosions and similar came in, might or might not have survived demo, when it ended, it told me with 2GB of RAM, it was 'memory stressed', tho I didn't notice lag. In that whitish and orangish UI, There were several squares from below 150-300MB (where testers even getting debug tools to load was tricky) to 8 (recommended) and 16GB... Bronze age style game design with good graphic quality, and I only clicked 1 page past the memory menu, before closing app and discovering 100/250GB or so was free on the Fetch 'Stream' box.
 25-10-20th 12:56:35 | Aera23 - Slept from around 8pm (napped early coz lil tired) to 11pm, temp nice to cool with light clothes and medium blanket, 22C? 19.5C (and closed window!). Logged from 11:18pm to 11:25pm. | Some list, faintly resembling chat with its colour, of users who watch over the yew making process, @COKE and green user, maybe another too. Process was meant to take 23 hours, and might've been done in a grey hot water tank. I was in some almost pool room with lower and upper (1m) rounded metal railings to hold. Spent a little bit of time swimming there, might've even had stuff carried too. | Before or after that, some bash shell with $ and a few lines below the red directory prompt (so an exploit from metasploit?), maybe brackets, and other white characters on black bg
 25-10-19th 23:20:38 | Aera23 - Slept from past 3am!(dc 1h) to around 9am, with 7am, and some other wakes. Temp high to cool with semi light clothes and medium blanket, 22.5C, 21.5C. Logged from 9:27am to 9:49am | Got driven passed 2 primary school fields, some karate with 1 or 2 main people and several watching nearby, not top far from short fence, also, several pink female and maybe some male students were on grass near road sitting and some holding cardboard signs. Temp cool in car but glass a little warm. | Eventually ended up near creamish shone church, and while waiting or similar, open chatgpt, some news saying it will now recognise 3dnow (4d people) as another gender after woman in blue sleeveless top on the news talked about her story, I doubted the existence of such gender, and might've been just in time to see it both agree and disagree with its existence. | %s setup some water and fan experiment in my previous room (where black metal bed faces door and there is space to the right), white fan on bed, maybe chair, some water for pouring, and near entry the red heater. Imo the electrical items weren't needed, I managed to get %s out of room, and unplug red heater, tho temp was already quite high despite it running for 1m or less (and temp starting out ok/cool) | Therefore I left room, and was told to  wash, entering bathroom (tub on left when facing entrance, unlike any house I remember irl) tho phone didn't have case on, a single drop from hand height to the cream tile causes a very thin, faintly darkened horizontal line in the middle, may have reached thru 1m squarish portal or smth to try and get case but couldn't.◔

Translucent pill kit with a variety of white pills, stimulants, hallucinogens maybe, and several different classes (maybe some to change body temp?), it only had 1 (or no?) sleeping pill, coz the creator had OD'd on them in the past and didn't want that happening to users of the kit.
 25-10-19th 11:11:48 | Aera23 - Slept from maybe 7:45pm to 9:15pm, temp nice with semi light clothes and medium blanket, window open, 23.5C (at bookrack, likely 21C near bed). Logged from 9:38pm to 9:41pm. | Dreamt of chatting with green nick in roblox, checking arduino thermometer (the white large text one) and reporting back that it ran for 25000s.
 25-10-18th 22:13:03 | Aera23 - Napped and listened to music from 12am to 1am, stayed awake a bit due to temp, then slept until 7am (with wakeups). Temp varied from high to cool with light clothes and medium blanket, window open, 23.5C, 22.5C. Logged from around 8:32am to 8:42am. | %g and I were near the left rear of bus, it stopped and I briefly considered opening a window and getting out thru it, since sus person in centre of walkway may cause boom or get slicy. 3 others were behind him, and some people in front of him left. I decided to walk past him anyway after realising the window might be too slow to open, and by then he stepped to the side to allow us all to leave. On multi laned, busy road, saw grey gold familiar vehicle, think it was waiting for tire replacement, some trees lining centre of road. | Possibly use phone or similar to access a white site with a squarish VHS video, focused on an elderly woman in pink, most of the scenes were muted CCTV, after I kept thinking what she might sound like, a scene finally had her talking casually (and a little slowly) to another person out of view. Both video and audio had semi low quality, contrast was a little washed off and slight video blur, and sound had some extra bass blur. | Eventually browsed some git LFS, with several blue folders and files, their names and metadata too. There were 10G and 1G test files, around 3-4 folders, .2583 (or some other number, maybe 7) as a small dotfile, and some others I didn't look at too closely. Possible faint awareness of dream, then it cut out and took me a moment to realise I woke up (%s announced and gave a hash brown)
 25-10-18th 01:25:56 | Aera23 - Slept from maybe 9am to around 11am, temp varied, 17.5C, 18.5C, 19.5C. Logged from 11:43am to 11:55am. | In white room, temp slightly warmer than before but ok, oven in next room rings a bell, and some uniformed chef says that they shouldn't have bells because the subtle sounds and smells of cooking could be missed. I go to my room somehow and see a small (several cm) model oven powered by batteries, having glass walls but an exposed roof. Flip the power switch, temp starts at 22.5C, 22.0C, then climbs to 35 and 43 odd C, I toggle it on and off, and it slowly rises from 46C to maybe 56 and 63C. There is a small delay between switching off, and the red LED display going off, but the coils go off immediately. I could see 3 rows of small coils on the base, and the back walls having a few cylinder shaped batteries and the black switch, the outside base gets warm but not as high as the inside base (when around 46C). Turn it off and put it aside, get told food is ready and was asked to go thru an open window, I carry some extra clothes separately, going on the grass briefly before ending up near a semi crowded kitchen with plastic boxes on the floor, I get utensils and decide to climb up staircase that wraps around square section, finding some noodle soup left at the top for me to eat. Eventually hear of some up to 75C wooden room, where some insects leave and mysteriously re-enter at 45C, the brown animated ones wrap little white towels on themselves, and there were lots of mayflies that crossed an open window, even a little steam.
 25-10-17th 21:44:19 | Aera23 - Slept from past 4:10am! (Lots of discord) to around 7am or so, temp nice and cool with warm clothes and medium blanket, 18.5C, 17.5C. Logged from 8:03am to 8:09am, then 2nd dream until 8:13am. | Read %an on discord's messages about their job, and how another team returned from vacation only to be given more vacation time, instead of their team, which was working then. I give a blue hug emoji, and maybe imagine a white room with white AC unit, among a few other rooms in a semi-small office. Also, someone made the top of a black VHS tape smoulder in a few places, and was talking about splicing it to recover the unburned section, before irl noise woke me. Nap from maybe 8pm or so to maybe 9pm, nice temp with light clothes and medium blanket, 20.5C. Dreamt of using the greyish dark themed search bar to add members to chat with, I added the first, EternalShore (my forum nick was already selected), however the last 2 letters of her pink nick couldn't be typed, probably due to length restrictions. Woke up to door knock from %d.
 25-10-17th 00:50:51 | Aera23 - Slept from 3am! (VC, arduino, music dl), to maybe 6:15am, then from maybe 7am to 10:40am. Temp started warmer than ideal then cooled down, 20.5C (2:30am?), 19.5C (7a?), 19.5C (10:45a). Logged from 10:46am to 11:19am. | Lost first segment, maybe involving coding and mix of white and red terminal on thin new PC. | I walk and enter van (nearly enter silver yaris, or maybe I did earlier) %g sits in front left, puts seatbelt on in white van and begins driving somehow, I'm careful to not distract her. We take many turns, and on long, winding road with houses and greenery, passed %ga place, %g asks what person I want to see tho I am unsure. We also miss some blue sweet store, featuring brownies, and I think that I'll buy from it myself one day, just like I did with some other store. Ultimately, we end up at some unfamiliar school and I enter. I maybe teleport into reception area, walk around a little and see glass door. To avoid some rain that somehow started after I was there, I teleported thru the door, arriving in a chapel, watching and listening to stuff going on in the curved altar. Floor was bluish and wall cream. Few familiar faces from community group on altar, and I stay for a few mins. Ultimately, I end up in some wooden corridor, with items streaming across, I drop and lose black and green mp3 USB with screen, then push some graph papers and random school clutter aside. Some %br% female student with black eyes looks directly at me in response, a few m away, wearing red. I walk off and into class on left, looking around to see if anyone knows/has the USB, and someone 1 row from the back, near wall of class/corridor tells me that they have a new USB for me, giving an almost identical one, and I have a feeling they rubbed and restored my older one, so I power the USB player on (white paint faded/was rubbed off it tho), lower volume, and play a video, my voice within it (describing some teleportation weirdness/concerns) proves it is refurbished somehow. I see a scene where %ni% teleports from his chair briefly, 1 random chapel scene, then a student notices the sound and repeats a few words, the teacher tells me to stop whatever sound I made, so I put the USB away. | In dining area, sitting on chair facing side, %g in hall asks me to close window coz cold, I did, and as I closed, an orange flash that burnt smth (emitting small black pieces?) and lightning occured, just as I moved my hands away from the cream frame, then back to darkness outside (tho warm light stayed on). I think of nanoseconds and picoseconds, before realising the speed of light meant it took microseconds, tho probably not milliseconds for the flash to arrive. (and <1s for the sound?) | Maybe back in hall, I select small red bowl on cream serving table, served small heaps of rice and dhal, told %m no mayo (coz bowl full), and begin eating, eventually some green waffle-like wafer with hints of mayo and maybe wasabi got consumed from bottom of bowl. I return to room, and consider running folding@home or mprime, but don't have it installed. | 11a in dream time (from bookrack alarm clock) and brief false awakening?
 25-10-16th 07:28:47 | Aera23 - Slept from maybe 4:25pm to 5:45pm, temp high with light clothes and medium blanket. 24.5C, 23C. Logged from 5:54pm to 5:58pm. | Termination script on PC may have returned minutes as an exit status, in old building, experimented in terminal (some characters were red, maybe some white/grey, bg black) though script wasn't connected to anything physical.
 25-10-15th 21:34:34 | Aera23 - Slept from past 1:20am to around 7am, temp warm (window open a bit) with warm clothes and medium blanket, 20C, 20C. Logged from 7:54am to 8:03am | Hubbard had several slightly small sheets of printed diary paper in a long row, featuring notes about money and the discovery of a [magic salt], in the 1960s, with its acronym listed a few times, and instructions on how to use it. [Including 9y example?!] Additionally, there was ASCII art, maybe the word Hubbard, and some notes on financial dealings. The diary was meant to be studied by [cult members] | I am in rural place for a bit, in old single roomed building, %m and some others may have been there. I walk out and onto the orange and black trampoline, similar small garden to previous house. There was a brown jumper/blanket that I bounced around on, warm light through windows, and %m told me to go back soon.

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